My name is Phoebe

Years ago, this little girl looked contemplative, don’t you think? She was probably not feeling well that day. She has a sensitive side to her, a cervical stenosis is happening to her neck. Poor little girl I would say, nobody ever realized that she was in trouble before she ever knew. What’s this, it’s the narrowing of the cervical spine in the neck, as mine protrudes through and through. For now, they fixed one level, if one can figure that out. Funny huh, not even an older age persons problem, well at least not yet…Most likely, it started from a babe and as I grew, my cervical twisted forevermore until I needed surgery. Apparently, I cried a lot as a child though, as I was perhaps in pains and nobody knew or it was disguised as the flu. Middle aged this drove me mental as I heard noises in my head and that was false news for the meds. I so happened to have come across an interesting article of someone that has experienced such pains as this. His name is Jim McMahon, it labeled how he lost his head. He suffered perhaps from amnesia a former American footballer as tall as can be. Apparently, most of these athletes suffered from head and neck issues because of the constant banging amongst themselves . This is quite an interesting article though of all his misadventures that are most likely similar to my issues. The cervical of the neck is essential to the brains as it transmits things that flows up and down the body waves. Depression for example can set in, mental issues, serious headaches and allergies that becomes rampant in the body. It’s been three months since I have been outside of the United States noting all the misadventures that happened in my face. For such a time as this I will be releasing PhoebesJourney as that will be coming another day. Enjoy:)

Don’t be Fooled by the Temp

A new day has started
Hopefully it’s not like yesterday
Torturing us over and over again
It’s raining though, new worries are on its way
But thankfully, good memories has started today
Wicked witches you haven’t been wishing for that
Overcomers are what we are for promoting what we’ve got

Phoebe’s Journey

It’s kind of like, I’m ignored

because of the unknown

I know that life wasn’t so good

for the last three years or so

It’s not my fault as far as I know

even though it seems that I am weary

of everything that life has thrown at us

Don’t get me wrong, I am not my own

life just happened to me this way

Just search your heart for all of my pains

and all of us will understand why I act this way

Oh how they laughed at my yay and nays,

my boys and girls, and all that I have to say

So yes am a bit weary after coming back from France

just because I’ve shared my joys from this wonderful 

life I’ve had 

So now I needed your charms, you hold it back from us

I suppose I needed to be touched for others to withdraw from me

Believe you me I am not my own, just wait and see what life 

has had for thee Indeed because of us.

phoebe Casez

Nay Say

You may think I have a perfect life

Just moving to and fro

mending my own battles without a fro

as it may or may not be

Look beneath my reckless foundation

then you may see that my scares are

deeper then the ocean full of rochers as can be

The sun peeps though

I think it may be time to close my shutters, and walk again

PhoebesGreenVal

All matters

Christianity huh, is this what it is suppose to be
tried and tested again and again by us.
Born with this faith from a babe
not sure I want to relive this again and again
So, let’s not be discouraged though, they say
joy cometh in the morning
Now,  fellow Christians who have been tried and passed the unforgettable testings of life
Oups, fear no more and therefore leave the rest alone to go through their uncertainties of life
Remember this, others live in fear but I suppose they have a disgusting mind of hope that keeps them going on and on
Humans of all walk are in need of this hope
therefore it’s time to stop the nagging of us as others experience favor as oppose to their mess
I am one of us, so…
PhoebesGreenVal

The people of Guyana’s

img_0794Interesting enough, these Guyanese people, they walk alone but yet they are free in their minds and the esprit 

Their distinct ways for sure reflects their  personality type

This can be misunderstood, but in reality they exemplify elegantly quiet ways

I walk in admiration for this land I’ve visited this summer with my daughter who encountered her foes

It changes the mindset of one nation when you get back into a land that’s full of abandance 

don’t get me wrong they are full, but lack structure compare to us

On the other hand, I can see greatness coming from the younger generations

So, let’s beware they are not alone

PhooebesGreenVal

The tide has turned against us

Life seems all good, travelling, walking, talking and taking care of my goods

Then one day lightning strikes me and all hell comes sailing down on us

Taken into captive then locked up for a few

Strung out on this pill I had nothing else to lose

Oh my, its not fun for those who did me wrong

No more tears for us, life is just too confused

Talking to others just doesn’t make sense

They don’t quite understand me anymore

So, it’s time to leave this trud for good

PhoebesGreenVal