Years ago, this little girl looked contemplative, don’t you think? She was probably not feeling well that day. She has a sensitive side to her, a cervical stenosis is happening to her neck. Poor little girl I would say, nobody ever realized that she was in trouble before she ever knew. What’s this, it’s the narrowing of the cervical spine in the neck, as mine protrudes through and through. For now, they fixed one level, if one can figure that out. Funny huh, not even an older age persons problem, well at least not yet…Most likely, it started from a babe and as I grew, my cervical twisted forevermore until I needed surgery. Apparently, I cried a lot as a child though, as I was perhaps in pains and nobody knew or it was disguised as the flu. Middle aged this drove me mental as I heard noises in my head and that was false news for the meds. I so happened to have come across an interesting article of someone that has experienced such pains as this. His name is Jim McMahon, it labeled how he lost his head. He suffered perhaps from amnesia a former American footballer as tall as can be. Apparently, most of these athletes suffered from head and neck issues because of the constant banging amongst themselves . This is quite an interesting article though of all his misadventures that are most likely similar to my issues. The cervical of the neck is essential to the brains as it transmits things that flows up and down the body waves. Depression for example can set in, mental issues, serious headaches and allergies that becomes rampant in the body. It’s been three months since I have been outside of the United States noting all the misadventures that happened in my face. For such a time as this I will be releasing PhoebesJourney as that will be coming another day. Enjoy:)
It’s kind of like, I’m ignored
because of the unknown
I know that life wasn’t so good
for the last three years or so
It’s not my fault as far as I know
even though it seems that I am weary
of everything that life has thrown at us
Don’t get me wrong, I am not my own
life just happened to me this way
Just search your heart for all of my pains
and all of us will understand why I act this way
Oh how they laughed at my yay and nays,
my boys and girls, and all that I have to say
So yes am a bit weary after coming back from France
just because I’ve shared my joys from this wonderful
life I’ve had
So now I needed your charms, you hold it back from us
I suppose I needed to be touched for others to withdraw from me
Believe you me I am not my own, just wait and see what life
has had for thee Indeed because of us.
15 years of living in FRANCE has definitely altered my perception of life.
Moving back to the U.S. has been a bit difficult for our family, but we have grown to appreciate our new life. Living in the States has definitely become the better option for us.
As always, there are positive and negative aspects to all cultures, but for the most part, both countries are awesome.
France’s art of dining and its beautiful architectural landscapes are overpowering.
For this reason, a yearly visit to France has become a way of life for us.
We’re just enjoying the best of both cultures.
What’s not to enjoy! Great foods, wines, cheeses and visits to the South of France, so much to be appreciated… I am thankful.
Thes are just a few of our favorite monuments in Paris
Good food… Good time…
Visiting friends in Bordeaux, France
I laid in the bed
with my hands on my head
lost and confused
cause I fought against the rule
With a pen in my hand
As i started to write
Just a little of this
And a bit of that
Then the words starts to flow
As the spirit unfolds
No offence but this soul
was stuck in a hole
Great twas that day
When I discovered my way
To expose the truth
And now enjoy my fruit
I know and grow
and it starts to show
I simply go because of what I know
by Phoebe C.