This is what they are

Do I even hate the voice inside of me, perhaps I do…It seems as though they are in love with a person that hates the dickens out of you. I call them Zeus. They are closer than we think. Right there in our faces. Peeping, jumping and showing off to humanly bodies and to the world…

All-day a man I call Zeus follows me, telling me I have no way to go besides you. Really, well I have decided from day two, you are not welcome on me anymore. Stop dreaming about me and stop thinking of touching my naked body.

Always a shame to expose my self knowing that this thing is not adhering to human beings’ rules. One man ticking and the other man humping imaging what to do with the sexual rules.

Enough that my uncle was accused of provocation and the victim roams around with the bundle

Zeus, it is, accusing everybody.

Someone tries to contact, my head freezes. Enough of this imaginary Zeus using that lighting finger to squeeze the zest from my skull. My pains are hard, I have to bear it.

Complains or complaints not, it confuses the thoughts.

I cannot help anybody as jealous rage lingers within. Pain blocks me as if my sinuses function at one. My relief comes from no drugs.

This is a hard one indeed, it hesitates to control me anymore. I am programmed with a silver spoon in my mouth. Happy I am to make it though.

I do not care about religiosity, they know it. Speaking to me was a sacred default. Messing up a friendship of all the loved one’s belief. The aftermath cannot be cleaned up.

Day 1 of my Mindfulness Challenge

My mindfulness challenge, as it purpose is to boost my creativity, strengthen my immune system and lower my blood pressure day by day.

What is mindfulness… I suppose it is living in the minute.. A now moment instead of focusing in the past. Our past tenses are not always appetizing as all that thinking causes us to miss out a lot of our lives. It’s like watching ones life slide past without taking part, and that is not a nice feeling.

So, how do we use mindfulness to assist us in our daily lives? It teaches us to be present in our lives no matter what is going on…

Contrary to what some may think though, mindfulness has nothing to do with religion or invisible powers as it’s all about being in touch with yourself… Needless to say, every time you come back to the present, you are practicing mindfulness…You are seeing things the way they really are and that’s what gives life color.