My life

I was dying when I met you
Now I am crying to forget you
Just look at what you have done to me
Threating me with blindness
Day after day

Now you are coming after my friends like a missile, oh oh

When you stepped into my mind
I was getting used to being someone you loved
You spoke loud and clear
As to leave the ones you so loved
I will send them a text in later years

My immune system you shook to the core
Until I have to tremble within
Never thought I would live to see that day
When these rashes would come out on many faces

My Story, today

I taught I was was looking for answers to my life

In actuality, I am not

This intuition again

Rounding in my ear

Telling me to find that fatherly figure again

He chosed not to be there

Or perhaps he did,

My motherly figure does not know, her forgetful way surges again

So, how in the world should I know

What happened that famous day

When I was conceived

Perhaps a manly man you are

I could have learned a lot from your looks though

I made some mistakes, you were not there so, it caused me to lick a man’s toe

Only you could have stopped it they say

But my heart is perhaps yours, indeed

They have claimed Me

You, yes you the Universe 

I know, you are all up in there

Peeping at my unfaithful face

You don’t like me

Well, I don’t like you

Get over it and move on

I know you exist though

Don’t need to identify yourself anymore 

For such reasons, I do not have good thinks to express about you anymore 

Just dwell in the feeble body

As I feel you pèse on my walk

It’s an unusual walk of you, I know, you say, that’s how you showoff

You have caused everyone to doubt your real existence 

And to turn that back on her

I chose to walk alone, because you and not worth the show

Always wanting me to recognize your gloomy face as I am forced to

repeat, you are not your own anymore 

Talk About How You Are Feeling

Loneliness still seems to be one of the last taboos in society, they say. Most people say they would admit to being depressed, instead of lonely. There’s a stigma attached to being feared to be judged-as unlikable or not worthy of having friends.

The invitations from a friend to coffee, the weekly meetings, groups, etc. all these ways of engaging can become potentially risky for those lonely souls.

It is then, that only time alone of uninterruped music segues into social isolation🙂

Day 1 of my Mindfulness Challenge

My mindfulness challenge, as it purpose is to boost my creativity, strengthen my immune system and lower my blood pressure day by day.

What is mindfulness… I suppose it is living in the minute.. A now moment instead of focusing in the past. Our past tenses are not always appetizing as all that thinking causes us to miss out a lot of our lives. It’s like watching ones life slide past without taking part, and that is not a nice feeling.

So, how do we use mindfulness to assist us in our daily lives? It teaches us to be present in our lives no matter what is going on…

Contrary to what some may think though, mindfulness has nothing to do with religion or invisible powers as it’s all about being in touch with yourself… Needless to say, every time you come back to the present, you are practicing mindfulness…You are seeing things the way they really are and that’s what gives life color.