The Storm Roars

My problems with then was my disoriented ways

Matters of the heart, I do no comprehend

How will I make it through just another day, just another night, in my oblivious ways

Like leaches they are as thy braces my stomach

Stiffens me up to control that every moment

I am suppose to be something

Only the Universe know what the hell this can bring

I just leave them to rumble my world over and over again

Oh, in minutes I forget what my simple minded was trying to convey

If you don’t know it, well I don’t either, you control what the Quantum’s decided with that one-sided shot

Got to figure this out all by yourself

Just cleaned up my birds cage and the mud on my carpet

Small beginnings I have, big beginnings not to the end

It has a way of blocking the track

Numbing me up to feel the hacks

Got to feel the discomforts this women

So all that’s left is to protect my

descendants until Quantum’s cannot

destroy anything else

No worries, Insurance I proclaimed this goes pretty deep

Think you can handle this calling yourself

Quantum’s

Phoebe C

My life…My Story…👇

Why I do not need a Dad

Because My grandmother says, do not worry, he never did pay the dues, Humm…

My mother dear was probably a disgrace to the New Amsterdam Seventh Day Adventist Church to have these children of hers out of wedlock. People are of no joke back then even as of today. Criticism can be severe.

So, I must presume that I am unfit to be called an SDA queen. Must I resign from the dwelling of the church, I don’t think so, just avoid the fellowship.

The humiliation I face is hidden to an extend that I flee the human race. I decided so, no turning back. The universe is too disgraceful for one human to take in all such abuse.

Oh, I remembered, I am married to someone of a different culture and relational background. This is a great hindrance to the church and perhaps to my race. Go figure, I am a liberalist now and that’s what it takes.

Don’t get me wrong, there’s no other dam thing I can perhaps do but go to church for gatherings to worship a God that’s invisible to the human eye. I go no more because of the interferences of my worldly goods.

My French ways you want to learn huh, I have little figures coming up so, the avoidance is what they got.

You should have been a better steward of my arrival in the United States as It takes time to grow.

I have realized that you all did not want to share your gifts as the locals in the land called the Guyanese troops. I have learned it alright…Went back to that land for 3 months to learn of that culture that I had forgotten. Quite mesmerizing to the souls.

Some of y’all may need some of it in a minute when this crap hits the soul.
Anyway, it’s all good.

I’ve got three cultures in my soul and that means that I will never forget the good times I have lived in France.

Some complaints are that these Frenchies are interesting personalities. Why not? Leave the freaking people alone to enjoy their wine, cheese, and gold. This is not to be in excess but to enjoy a simplistic but energetic life forevermore.

My life, my stories👇

Have a blessed day😎

My life

I was dying when I met you
Now I am crying to forget you
Just look at what you have done to me
Threating me with blindness
Day after day

Now you are coming after my friends like a missile, oh oh

When you stepped into my mind
I was getting used to being someone you loved
You spoke loud and clear
As to leave the ones you so loved
I will send them a text in later years

My immune system you shook to the core
Until I have to tremble within
Never thought I would live to see that day
When these rashes would come out on many faces

I WILL HAVE WHAT SHE IS HAVING

How many times have we wanted something that someone else has
Can we blame the internet? Yes and No.
Seeing what else is out there, what other people are doing, and what other possibilities can be unsettling, but “the grass is always greener” is an expression that’s been around for far longer than the internet, and one that harbors up ideas of never being quite satisfied with what one has.

It evokes mental images of peering enviously over your neighbors’ fence, or of someone risking life and limbs trying to get over a bridge.

Its called to mind Adam and Eve thinking that perhaps an apple held better things than the paradise in which they already existed and of Cain’s seething jealousy of his brother, Abel. Self-doubt, envy, and aspiration are all, to one degree or another, essential elements of human nature

The issue arises when fixating on someone else’s grass leads you to dislike or neglect your own-

When you are so caught up in how much better that person’s life is that jealously and misery paralyze you from improving your own